14th university September starting

Given how much I have been thinking about ‘the summer’ as a unit, September might have been expected to arrive with a feeling like a sonic boom experienced from the ground or the tolling of an ancient clock bell.

The temporary life reorganization arising from my mother’s short visit blurred the transition, as I had set aside the regimen of PhD work which had become the skeleton for my life for three days anyhow.

I haven’t won any teaching assistant positions for now, so the thesis can continue as a pretty exclusive focus. I may try to get a 50-75 hour grading position in one of the later emergency rounds.

I am aiming to complete my data analysis as soon as possible, while working at a sustainable rate, and then moving on promptly from that to submitting a formal manuscript to my committee members for the largest substantive stage of their comments and review.

Back in August 2017 I said: “The aim now is to get ethical approval by October and finish writing and defending the dissertation by September 2019.” Given that there will be 3-4 months of time spent by the committee reviewing my manuscript while I work on other things, aiming to defend by the end of 2019 seems appropriate and plausible.

In the research

It’s 4:41am and I am in my 10 1/2th hour of thesis work since I last slept. For weeks I have been working my way through my notebooks, compiling interview reports based on my discussions with campus fossil fuel divestment organizers in Canada. I have been paying special attention to getting the details from this interview, reviewing more of the raw audio than normal. That’s because it seems like an especially valuable account which speaks informatively on many of my key research questions.

That is making me feel that despite all the frustrations and sacrifices which have been involved in the project, it has been worthwhile to seek these organizers out and get their direct accounts of what happened and what it meant to them. Even if the project ends up being of limited theoretical interest to academics, there is an undeniable empirical value about having collected this information while people still have fresh memories of their involvement. Similarly, even if activist readers of the dissertation find my analysis unconvincing, being exposed to these direct accounts will enrich their understanding of what happened, reinforcing some of what they already believed with new evidence and perhaps challenging some of what they believe by showing that people had other experiences and reactions.

I have 17 interview reports left to write. Then I will move on to coding their contents by theme, finishing my literature review, producing my first complete draft manuscript, and then beginning the process of review by committee members and making changes in response to their comments.

Focusing on interview reports

Now that my copy of NVivo has been delivered there is an extra impetus to finish converting my notes from the 62 interviews so far into text file interview reports which I can code using the software.

That will be my main focus until the whole set of interview reports is written. Then I can finish the coding and prepare the raw data package which was the first major thing promised to my supervisor.

My pipeline for The Economist

Largely at my friend Neal’s recommendation, I began reading The Economist in high school and subscribed around the time of the 2000 U.S. election. I remember the political cartoons of George W. Bush with giant ears and cowboy boots, and how the magazine at that time was still just printed in red and black. I left a trunk full of old issues when I left Vancouver in 2005, but I expect they have been recycled and the trunk repurposed by now. They were hardly in mint condition.

Indeed, for me a central part of reading The Economist is hand annotating it. Each week I have a preliminary read, which if convenient I will do on the day the issue arrives. I read the “leaders” or opening editorials and the letters section, then skim the rest. I usually read a few pieces from the United States section including the Lexington column, anything interesting about Canada in the Americas section, and particularly interesting or pertinent articles from the Middle East and Africa, Europe, Britain, International, and the new China section – usually including the Bagehot column on the UK. I rarely read anything from Business or Finance and economics on the preliminary read unless it is related to climate change or another topic I track closely. I generally read most or all of Science and technology, skim Books and arts for books on topics of interest, and then read the obituary. The Johnson column on language is good, though predictable in its editorial positions.

As I read, I circle or underline especially relevant or interesting passages. If the article is on a topic that I track on this site, I put a star above it and fold down the corner of the page. I also use my standard set of shorthand annotation symbols for things like the main thesis of an argument, questionable claims, details on methodology, and so on.

During the comprehensive read I ideally read every word of everything else, though I admit that there are countries which I find hard to keep track of in detail and topics of little interest to me. I usually have several recent issues where I am working on the comprehensive read at once, though sometimes I will set aside a block of time to finish reading through a bunch to get them out of the way.

The final step is to add references to articles to subject specific databases, including posts on this blog tracking things like antibiotic resistance and geoengineering. I sent articles likely to be of special interest to friends and family members to them at this stage also. It’s quite satisfying to tear up the finished issues and put them into the recycling, reminding myself that material is still moving through the pipeline. There is no reason to keep the paper copies, since all the content is available to subscribers online, but reading and annotating the articles definitely helps me concentrate and lets me focus on the content without the distractions of a computer.

I certainly don’t agree with everything they say, and in particular I think they are incoherent on the subject of climate change. Their articles specifically about the subject stress the need for radical change to avoid catastrophe, but that hasn’t properly carried over into their general coverage of politics and business where they continue to celebrate new fossil fuel discoveries and infrastructure.

Reading The Economist for the better part of 20 years now has certainly been informative and educational. It has exposed me to information about a lot of subjects and topics that never break into headline news in Canadian, US, and UK newspapers. I have written them a few dozen letters over the years but never had one published, though when I was at Oxford I once got a handwritten postcard by mail saying my comments had been passed on to the article’s author.

radioactive decay

“In nuclear physics, double beta decay is a type of radioactive decay in which two neutrons are simultaneously transformed into two protons, or vice versa, inside an atomic nucleus. As in single beta decay, this process allows the atom to move closer to the optimal ratio of protons and neutrons. As a result of this transformation, the nucleus emits two detectable beta particles, which are electrons or positrons.”

10 years in Toronto

I had a dream the other night where I flew back to Vancouver, opened up my computer, and then realized with great sadness that I didn’t have a lot of friends to reach out to there anymore. It has been a long time now since I have traveled a long distance or flown. I’ve certainly felt aware over the years that reticence or refusing to travel has had adverse impacts on my career as a civil servant and later as a PhD student. I could have stayed much more in touch with fellow Oxford alumni if I had made it back to England for my graduation and subsequently. My years of the MPhil in Oxford are now in some sense distant in my mind, though it was 2005-07. Those were intense years and a remarkable group of people, some of whom I continue to exist in social media friendships with and think of very fondly, albeit with the distance of many years and often some children as well on their part.

I’m glad to be steadily progressing toward measurable endpoints with the dissertation. Task 14/59 complete for necessary objective A, and so on. It creates a strange routine in life for me, but it’s probably more of a shifting of what has always been a strange routine in some ways. I can be more inclined to experiment just for the sake of novelty and curiosity than to try to maintain a strict routine, though I know some people live extremely happily in all sorts of other lifestyles.

Anyway, it’s all a demanding task and unaccountably tiring, but I think I will have a draft manuscript by early August.

Climate activists targeting a bank

Toronto350.org asked me to photograph their action outside the Toronto Dominion (TD) bank shareholder meeting downtown this morning, protesting continuing investment in fossil fuel projects.

The electrical system on my 5D3 flickered and died, despite fresh batteries. This is the first time I’ve ever really had to use the backup body, and my 5D2 rose appropriately to the occasion. I’ll take the 5D3 to a local camera service shop since I bought it used and it’s years outside of warranty.

April

I have one last blast of grading for my current TA contract: then I have dedicated the summer to completing my dissertation, getting chapters to committee members, implementing their proposed changes, and getting it defended as soon as possible.

I’ll be trying to write every day at home, starting with the completion of data analysis.